My perfect partner in UTAR!! (until now)

Have stay at here about 8 weeks d.
So fast!
And I gonna to be adapt and be a part in this school-- UTAR.
Before, I m quite regret with my choice(get in to UTAR), it mean that I have to give up of many things, such as stay at home, study in local university, study with my lovely classmate and friends again, gonna crazy in secondary school (f6), taking my STPM once in life,(although it is bitten, but really, you will have a lot of sweet memories in the school life),it doesn't mean that I don't have a sweet memories in UTAR, but it's different.
Well. Stay at here quite long time, you might think it is very boring.
Coz no any entertainment..
Life wif study, assignment n exam..
Yet I able to found two great friends here and also my group members and lovely classmate lah...
They(both of them), let me describe a bit.
Mmm... Yeeyee is a top student who always care for her studies and also her homework.
As i think, a girl like her must be very very arrogent and very ego, but she is different! She is nice, can chat a lot and even can share my best moment and my secret(I mean my feeling truthly from heart) with her.
Although I know her not too longer, but I can "sense" that we can be friend longer and longer... and maybe forever... I am not sure, but I wish.
(seem like I have intuition)
Not bad not bad..
Beng Chun, a guy that is quite funny..
A banana.. (Mm.. I like 2 eat banana)
but tis banana, I prefer to bully him..
Coz he is too easy 2 bully.. hehe..
(say until myself so bad)
No la.. Js can always ask him 2 read chinese words for us..
N having such frenz,
is very nice 1..
can always argue some rubbish..
bluffing, n having some "junk talk"..

Exam + assignment = DIE!!

Today just finish my exam. Yes! can go for a short rest but still have to do my assignment.. Really a short rest only becoz afterward hav to go for another test, econ mid-term. Shit! Still not finish my studies la.. No! I should be say that I still not start my studies! oh,my godness! Already hav a lot of test,why still have to do all the rubbish Haiz...
Nw is raining leh. cant go out to eat! hav to stay in the hostel. So hungry leh... Afterward still hav to go yee's house to do assignment. dont knw how to go there,so annoying!

I think it so!

SELF CRITICISM


Lets say you and I are friends, and every day I'm telling you, “I'm so boring, I don't know why you want to be my friend! I don't know why you don't just leave.” Eventually you'll say, “Good idea!”

Maggie says, “But if I criticise myself, then I can show people I'm humble!”

Wrong! If you want to be humble, be humble. Self criticism isn't humility, it's stupidity.

People who run themselves down are irritating. They make you want to punch them in the head.

Self criticism gets on other people's nerves and it sabotages your self-image. The bad things you tell yourself take root in your subconscious. Make a deal with yourself: ”From today, if I can't think of something positive, I'll keep my mouth shut.”

You become what you think about.

p/s: when you are telling that you are that type of person,your friend will think that you are SUCH AS THAT!

Days in UTAR..

Actually,come here already 7 weeks! so fast! Actually nothing feeling.. js feel that my time is fill! Started to be more independent, know how to take care of myself, know how to tolerate with my roommate, and starting to miss all my secondary school classmate.. My loving frenz, really miss all the days in our secondary school's day. And my TWINS parter! Without you, my heart feel so "empty".. Remember the days that we eat together? sleep together,tuition together,ponteng together and even laugh together too.... (have to stop lo,if not puiyee see that and will beat me, maybe will be thown into the lake)
This is special for my 2ndary school classmate, that day u ask me how r there and now u can see how I m here and miz u here.. and I remember well eng yee say i m crazy crazy sure have no problem, just wish la.. I will cntinue my "crazy vital spark"!! but here cant find a person same like you, nobody going to be crazy with me... Wooooo....

Exam is coming....

Exam is coming and a lot of assignment is coming...... so bad! Don't knw when I can finish.... Just can tell myself finish it faster, but quite lazy to finish leh? How to finish? =.= Haiz... this sunday have starwalk too.. Just wishing that the time can pass slowly.. too many things need to do and so less time.. oh,god, give me 48 hours a day pls?! (but dont let it realise.. I will be shock!!) Haha..

Miz him....

still not forget him..... Another day already! Always telling myself that I should be forget but I cant..... I think I can let it foregone already but his 1 message can just easily pull me off!! I just a useless person, that who cannot control emotion well person. So wish to meet him but just tell myself cant miss him and forget about him. As it is no point to like him. It is not worthy! For a person like him..... Every time meeting him will bring a lot of pain to me, wish together with him but I know cant as he is not a good enough person. Not suitable for me and his target, dream and the road he had choosen is not the same as me. I know... Just telling myself it will be pass... I believe......

A night that r not willing to sleep.

Just feeling so regret as I never study today... online and chatting all the day long.. Today nothing special but just feel like I m too playful this a few days. And not going to sleep until now... Maybe because my housemate and roommate r not here. Therefore feeling too lonely and not willing to go sleep. Actually I wishing for a quiet night everyday today since my roommate is a bit ego, but it is too different now.. Maybe another reason, that is because of tommorrow are going there also, that is why not willing to sleep.. now is midnight already, feeling too hungry now,but not planning to take supper. Maybe should take it now... My neighbour is playing hip hop song now and I m thinking that I need not to sleep already. Oh, the song of "god is a girl" is playing too loud, how can they do like this?!!

Hate!!!!

So hate!!! I m quite blur about what the lecturer is talking about!!! It is just half and half only while my friend look like understand all of it... Why i m so stupid??? Maybe of I cant pay all the attention in my class gua... but it will b ok,I know... I can recover it not long time afterward...
xynzi,gAMbaT3h!!!

1st of the day!!!!

yeah! Finally i can sign up it! Actually,this is not my 1st blog... but the before 1 I delete it already!! so sad..... but it is ok, since i promise myself that I will hard to write it on....