her songs so nice..

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Old d~~~

After view sedandary school student profile, I get 2 noe tat I start 2 getting old ady!! maybe I m going into another category ady!! even no same as b4 like still in d 2ndary school...
feel like a bit weird... wish 2 bcome more literate,understand this world, noe hw 2 solve my problem,become more independent,BUT nw feel tat I dun1 growth!! I dun1!! dun1 other little gal cal "da jie jie",start 2 b dun understand their world n even dun "understand" their language..

Home~~

Stay at here sometimes will b miss home n sure family members..
miz mummy speak softly n caring me, miz her loudly voice when ordering me to do something bt I 4get...
Daddy will always concern about my feeling n m i hav enougn money 2 use..
the way he caring me,make me more tough when I m facing my trouble.

Now then I noe y in the spm time so difficult to pass BUT I still can hav it a bit happily n with hard n bitter. Recap sem 1,it is hard n bitter 4 me.. Stressful, loneliness(although hav frenz), sick, afraid dont noe hw 2 do in test n hav bad result.... it's a terrible dream!

It is quite the safest shelter 4 me in house.. Full with love n with protection.. nw then I noe.. It is a bit late as hav not so much time 2 stay at home..

lOst~~~

Sumtimes I will feel like dunno wat myself want.
I feel like I m such a failure.. As I even my ambition I also dunno.. I dunno wat i should choose for my course n I will feel like I m lost in the road with darkness! It is really terrible u noe.. scard 2 choose wrongly,scard of wat evryone hoping frm me..

The busy days is starting 2 come!! Damn!

Oh, sem 2 had start! And now,it's already week 3!
so fast!

sometimes just think like 1 2 b hardworking n sometimes will like lazy lazy 1..
haiz.. I had tell myself to be more hardworking in this sem! as I dun 1 the same thing happen when I m in sem 1. I had a bad result on it! Die! N it had happened becoz of my lazy behaviour. Sad! n sumetimes will think like hate myself as I asking y I dun 1 2 b hardworking!

Nw,it should b the tm 4 me 2 b "turn become a new leaf". Haha... Say like a bit serious..