Multi-ethnic Society

As a multi-ethnic society our country hav shared lots of the benefit throughout these years, we share our culture, religion, food, festival, eventhough sharing our language as we noe speak language that our race in other country dunno... It sound great,we had a unique background of our country, we understanding each other although nt vy well, tolerant and try 2 stay happily. Each ethnic hav each functions on it.. As a such country, we hav lots of benefits, but nw why these all things happen?? It is such as a catchword for nowadays...

We live peacefully all these years, although may hav problems,bt it may nt b so "biG" problem that happen these days. I wonder,if it dont solved, wat's it become?? Is it affect us?? Is it will become a unsafe country? R we still can stay with happily without worrying?? We already hav lots of crimes that make we worrying about since we staying here... still wanna 2 add more worrying?? Does it affect our economy?? Still hav other visitors willing to come to our country??

Hw cn I watch 3 movies in a night?!

yesterday js finish exam. Actually it's quite easy, if noe early, sure dun study so hard, assign more tm on mktg!

This sat will hav mktg, quite stress,scared of dunno hw 2 ans, ans wrongly..
I muz done greatly! mUZ score!!

Mayb 2day will skip class,still nt decide, I dun1 skip bt I haven't finish study, nt enough tm...

yesterday din study, really my false... going 2 do assignment bt they still dun cm then watched terrible movie v yoke foong them... then bek 2 home, all housemates watch horrible movie again n watch again,ltr watch again 2 balance the mind.. watch until mid9, NO, should b late than mid9.. haiz~~

If i took all the tm 2 study sure cn finish 1 or 2 chapter! hw would I watched all those idiot movies?! (the movies r nt idiot,js myself.. who should b blamed!)

watever i done is like a stupid things, sumtm i dunno y.. i never think properly 1st b4 i done sumthg.. i dun like it, bt i m always the person who done such fool work..

dunno y.....

Upset~~~

I m such a failure..
Dunno failure or nt... bt finally I noe that I m nt a gal that cn carrying on v too many things. Sure I hope tat I v b the 1 cn act vy well, smarter n cn done lot of things well.. Bt I m nt a superwomen,although I hope I m.. Mayb i m the flower tat take k well in protection.. it make me cant achieve the goal. Nt too high,I noe I should b achieve it, bt the reality is NO! I couldn't accept,how cm I can bcome like this??! b4, I

8 Nov 2007 ~~~ awoke nite>>

It's 2:30 in the morning,awoke by my roommate, so wake up and study. Not all bcoz of still nt finish study, a bit is feeling want 2 repay. Going 2 study since she woke me up..

Mayb nt so ethic bt this is nt the first tm,even nt 2nd or 3rd tm... Almost every night! Continuously, I will hav a insonmia! Even nw also bcoz of it then I woke up.
(dumbly) Mayb wat I done is js going 2 watse, she wont b awake as usually she sleep like a pig even dun care of alarm ringing.. Always i m the victim who always awake...

Sumtimes will think about want 2 change room or nt. No nid 2 b always disturb by others when sleep.. but where should I moved in??

Ntg 2 do bt study, dun even hv mood 2 study.. Hw good if nw hav a internet services! I shall chat a bit then continue my studies... Cant listen songs 4 a while as here hav a pig,I noe she wont b awoke bt I m nt going 2 done such thing and b so childish like her.

Outside road still hav cars b driven, luk like quite lot of owl stirabout. Feel like want 2 take a way, viewing night piece, take a glimpse of the moon or taste the cool in night... Should I go out take a walk nw?? Boggle~~

Hw 2 face him after reject him??

Last nite din sl33p well,so 2day quite nt feeling well,coughing. However, still go 2 school lol as tat day skip class 1 tm ady...

Nw, stil 1 on9 2 write down my feeling... Hehe.. "Wat's kind of ppl?? Even nt feeling well oso dun1 rest!" this is a phase tat my frenz always going 2 ask me... Mmm... actually I oso dunno wat's kind ppl tat I m. Mayb nt a ppl, a bird, a dog or a ghost!

Sumthings hausting me! Yez a frenz wooing me... N I had ... as I think tat we still nt in the stage 2 b couple... We r nt noe each other vy well.. It is too fast! u noe, nw stil nt the right tm..

Nt getting 2 noe so much on him n my "image" about him is he seem lyk a playboy! I get 2 noe sumthing about him n his ex.. Mayb tat is the reason too tat y I feel like dun1.

It is my false! I m too straight! I should b think proper 1st b4 send msg 2 him... I should done it js like b4 my another frenz's case! mayb we still can b frenz js like with my another frenz nw. Doesnt mean nw v r nt frenz anymore, js nw duno hw 2 chat v him... 2day I saw him,bt I had act like dun c him. I dunno hw 2 face v him... I scard!